Monday, December 12, 2011

WE'RE HALFWAY THROUGH!

So I've been taping and photographing this entire experience and therefore haven't had much time to do any "Blogging" When you're in the middle of it, time in anyone area is scarce. Being a director means you are answering 50 questions at the same time. You start answering this person and another member of the team needs you which means that you simply can't commit any significant time to writing. This is about it for me right now.

Let's say that to those of you who actually survived my first few posts and grievances about how hard it has been to get the film made...well WE ARE MAKING IT!

Did I ever have seeds of doubt that this auspicious day would arrive? I would be lying if I didn't say yes. But after our last false start, I basically gave myself a real "do or die" deadline and said no matter who was onboard as cast/crew, we were green lighting.

What this project has become is bigger and better than I ever imagined. Really. The level of talent both in front and behind the camera is mind boggling to me. What this has taught me, simply, is that great people gravitate towards strong material. Okay, forgive my immodesty but there's nothing else that has been a common denominator that could account for why we have assembled such a strong team except the refrain I most often hear "I joined because of the script or the story" When you have little money to pay people, that's the only way you're ever going to be able to bring aboard peeps with the right stuff. So I credit not only the determination of me and my producing partners but eventually the material married to the right sensibilities. I've never doubted that it's the written word that starts this process off and if it's not well written, the process will have a hard time igniting into anything.

So here we are, 10 days into shooting, 8 days left to go, then another 5 in January for our flashbacks. We still have some very challenging scenes to go but everyone is at their A game and I think the communal sense is that we're making special, something that people will want to see. I am at once inspired by the effort of everyone onboard and moved by any thoughts that this all started in 2005 in my living room, born out of frustration of not having made a movie in over 12 years and knowing my time was running out to do this again. Here we are...the dream has become a reality and I feel, for the first time in many many years, that this is where I'm supposed to be in life....

The Eskimos believed that if you spoke a word, it had the power to grow into something. I hope that anyone who is sitting in front of a computer screen with a story that's inspiring them will read this and take away that words have power.